So im noticing, the more i feel im being borong to people in general, the more i feel more just amused on my own in my head… >.> is it really that bad that i like it here?
But! At the same time the more amused I am to myself, the more i wanna just go and be this intrigued and in a good mood in a social setting again… then i remember that involves people though.. so i say nahh… im just fine under my rock.
Although, being in newburyport, around a lot of artsy fartsy people in town that just looked happy (not really sure i care if they were or not, hmm…) made me fee llike i was the happiest i’ve been in a really long time, just walking around with family there, it was wonderful. Ha, look at me talking like i just got back from a gala ball..